i feel really alone but i don’t feel like i deserve much help. i always feel like such a burden.
i don’t want to bring my twin, my boyfriend, my mum, my brother or my family into this.
god i feel so lame. tearing up and sniffling on the bus with all these strangers. i’m trying to be as quiet as i can.
i really should call my dad and talk to him.
i’m always scared that he’ll try to hurt or rape me again. or the most extreme, kill me.
oh well. i’ll try to set this all up after work.